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on the road again   
05:14pm 16/10/2004
 
mood: okay
hmm said good-bye to everyone today and yesterday it was tough. but i'm ok now. i'm at my g-ma's house we are saying good-bye b4 we head to penn. it will be all kinds of fun i guess... i am going to miss you guys sooo much!!! i love you all and i won't forget about you guys not ever... i'll be back... love love love... xoxxo... don't forget about my other livejournal its... weak_emotions ... kk love yazz bye... ~Ally~
 
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08:52pm 12/10/2004
 
mood: aggravated
NEVERMIND!!!
 
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i found this in my xanga... lol   
05:02pm 07/10/2004
 
mood: excited
I ____ Ally.
Ally is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Ally, I would _______.
I think Ally should _____.
Ally needs ______.
I want to ____________ Ally.
Someday Ally will ________.
Ally reminds me of _______.
Without Ally _______.
Memories of Ally are ________.
Ally can be __________.
Worst thing about Ally is _________.
Best thing about Ally is _________.
I am ________ with Ally.
 
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hmmm random quiz type thing... can you blame me i was bored... <3   
07:27pm 06/10/2004
 
mood: nerdy
FIRSTS
First best friend: pretty sure it was courtney
First car: Murcury Cougar
First screen name: JerzeysFinest21
First self purchased album: ha i'm supposed to remember that
First funeral: i've never been to one... knock on wood
First pets: my dog shadow and 2 cats max and tubby... when i was born we already had them
First piercing/tattoo: ears... i got them at the age of 9 months
First credit card: don't have one yet...
First true love: ....
First enemy: some paper boy back when i was living in Haskell... i had my dog bite him... haha
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i used to listen to AC~DC with my dad all the time that and Guns and Roses... the good stuff

LASTS.
Last car ride: ride to my house from my dad
Last good cry: on the phone with sean
Last library book checked out: Interview with the Vampire
Last beverage drank: limeaid...?
Last food consumed: umm an egg omlett
Last crush: sean
Last phone call: rob
Last shoes worn: converse
Last cd played: nirvana ~ insesticide
Last item bought: a bottle of soda
Last annoyance: i don't remember
Last disappointment: um :personal: not what you think, or is it?
Last time having sex: i'm waiting for a certain someone
Last time wanting to die: no comment
Last time scolded: i don't remember
Last shirt worn: my teenage kurt cobain shirt
Last website visited: livejournal.com
name = Ally
piercings = 4 if you count each ear as one
tattoos = sadly none
height= 5' 3"
shoe size = 8
siblings = 1 lil sister... Dayna

[LAST...]
movie you watched = Spun
movie you bought = ace ventura
song you listened to = Short Stories with Tragic Endings by: From Autumn to Ashes
cd you bought = Nirvana
cd you listened to = nirvana
person you've called = my nonna
person that's called you = rob
tv show you've watched = lizzy w/e her name is... i was at sean's house and his sis was watching it. i swear

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = yes
you wish you could live somewhere else = NO
you believe in online dating = depends
others find you attractive = who the hell knows... i mean i think i am... lol...
you want more piercings = i dunno i think i'm good
you like roller coasters = a little
you write in cursive or print = print b/c i forgot how to write cursive

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = depends...
using someone = against
people =i love everyone
smoking = depends... i mean if you wanna damage yourself go for it...
gay/lesbian relationships = as long as they don't touch me... it doesn't matter

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a boy = sadly yes
ever cried over a girl = only b/c i take things to personally
ever lied to someone = for a good cause
ever been in a fist fight = once

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = depends whats on sale
shoes do you wear = mainly converse. if i had more money i would have more shoes
are you scared of = spiders and hights

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love?= twice
of times I have had my heart broken? = plenty
of hearts I have broken? = hopefully none
of times my name has appeared in the paper? = i think only once
things in my past that I regret? = a couple of things but i would like not to say

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = eh.. resonable
funny = yea sure
hot = thats something you have to ask someone else
friendly = yes
amusing = yes
ugly = i think i am
loveable = very
caring = overly
sweet = of course
dorky = hell yea

[FAVORITE...]
Actor/actress: Pauly Shore and Angelina Jolie
Cartoon: Invader Zim
Cereal: cherrios
Chewing gum: winterfresh
Color(s): blue, black, pink, purple
Color nail polish: black
day of the week: Saturday
Least fave day: MONDAY!!!!!
flower: roses
Jelly flavour: strawberry
Jewelry: nose ring
Summer/Winter: Summer

[Person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed: me...
Saw you cry: i don't remember
Made you cry: i made myself cry
Yelled at you: i don't remember
Sent you an email: trish

[Have you ever.. ]
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes to many ppl
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes often
Kept a secret from everyone: yea
Cried during a movie: yea
Planned your week based on the TV: not really b/c the shows i like are on really late
Been on stage: when i was really little...
Been to New York: yea
Been to California: no
Hawaii: i wish
China: nope
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South America: no

[This or That? ]
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: target
Spring or Autumn?: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: talk to ppl online
Was the last meal you ate?: dinner
Are you bored?: yes otherwise i wouldn't be doing this in the first place
Last noise you heard?: my music
Last smell you sniffed?: my omlett

[Friendship/Love ]
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no b/c ppl are more then just looks
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes... 1 or 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: loyalty and honesty

[Other Info ]
Do you speak any other languages?: nope
Last book you read?: interview with the vampire
something in your bedroom you like?: cd player

[You]
Nickname(s): Ally
Initials: AC
How old do you look? i was told once that i looked 18... but who the hell knows
How old do you act?: i dunno... younger then i am
Glasses/Contacts: no but i think i'm going blind
Braces: at one time but not anymore
Do you have any pets?: just my 2 dogs
You get embarrassed: yes only when it has to do with my emotions
What makes you happy?: my friends
What upsets you?: death to others

[Finish the sentence: ]
I Love to... be with my friends
I Miss... my cat
I'm Annoyed by... ppl intentionally tring to make me upset
I Want to be... able to live in wayne
I Would Never.... forget about my friends
I Am Tired of.... being lied to
I Will Always be... myself
 
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heads high!?!   
10:12am 02/10/2004
 
mood: stressed
I'M NOT GONNA CRY! I'M NOT GONNA CRY! I'M NOT GONNA CRY!!! FUCK...












































































































"Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things that it hurts so much? So much its like choking down the embers of a great place. Its that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment. And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have.. I'll never have.. I'll never... Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.. Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. But this table for one has become bearable. I now take comfort in this, and for this i cherish you. Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things that it hurts so much? So much its like choking down the embers of a great place. Its that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down, come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you... Just say you would do the same for me. Just say you would the same for me.. just say you would dot he same... Just say you would do the same for me.For as much as I love autumn I'm giving myself to ashes"
~*~Short Stories With Tragic Endings~*~


"Creation imperfect. Do you defy this? Could you and your swollen ego fit into my master plan for failure? I take the shame to heart and lock it away in a place thats sees not the light of day I will use it when i see your face again. Your head in your hands and this is my cue, if three words could heal you i would only speak two, your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue, If three words could heal you i'd only speak two. How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cries for help? How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cry for help? Unleash the rage built up (in my throat) Show how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live."
~*~Cherry Kiss~*~

















































































































































LET ME DIE! WHY WOULD YOU CARE ANYWAY!?!
 
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04:27pm 30/09/2004
  new lj... weak_emotions. this is my new livejournal you can check it out but it won't be in use until i move. its a friends only so you have to comment if you want to read. <3 love


p.s. all of you on my friends list already are on my friends list on the other one but my friends list is subject to change.
 
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01:05pm 25/09/2004
 
mood: angry
FROM NOW ON MY LIVE JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY! AND I AM TAKEING A FEW BLABBER MOUTHS OFF MY LIST! SORRY FOR THE INCONVINIENCE!
 
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12:01pm 30/06/2004
 
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
 
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